Return to yourself

i long to become bigger... i long to be a leader... i long to get into the thick of it ... get my hands deep into this shit of a place we call the world... to get what ever is expected of me from here and get the hell outta here ... to head for a higher place a higher conciuosness ... this freakin world keeps the dearest the farthest apart.... close ones begin to fade into the background... the picutre begins to loose focus... the destination is far away and hidden in the fog... the heavy mist that has made our hearts callous... this place called the world makes us want to achieve... achieve the things that are necessary to live in a society that is full of individuals, loners... it is up to us to choose the right direction ... achieve what is the most important.... what are we to achieve at the cost of what is our life ... the real achievements are not the ones that can be counted ... but the ones that can be felt, in our hearts... disillusionment is a sweet killer... it pulls you into its sweet trap just to suck your blood out slowly... shake yourself up ... think about what you are really doin .... what you really want... otherwise you will just be left in a crowd of individuals,,, if you want then start to laugh ... if you must then start to cry ... be yourself dont change ... just follow your own way ... dont give up n loose the chance to return to innocence... be yourself and the world will be at your feet.