Renamimation

A droll Friday night. The ceiling fan spinning to its mundane rhythm. Brief puffs of air sweeping over my hair. Things progress toward a cold slumber. My musings get the better of me. Something has my fingers itching to tickle the buttons on my keyboard. I used to have a blog for myself once. Does it still exist? To my bemused self it was a pleasant surprise, to stumble upon what I had to say back then. Back then I was hungry and impulsive. Easily triggered and irked. A high strung response to everything. Everything was important and nothing could be let go. I still am that way. To move forwards, you have to let go, not only of the past but also the little things that shouldn't be given attention. You cannot be irritable and happy at the same time. Triggered responses to the slightest anomaly, put off everyone. Learning to let go of the illusion that you control your domain is when you will learn to go past the futility of the present. The glory of tomorrow is built on the magnanimity of today.